Okay…wow it’s been a good while since I’ve written anything! Oops!! So, Halloween was last weekend! And it was so much fun! I dressed up as a young Nymphadora Tonks!

  I got kind of carried away with selfies..lol. Anyways…went to three parties in Halloween night!! It was pretty fun, a bit of a mild night for me…but still..loads of fun!

Now…next weekend we are having our carpets and vents cleaned before thanksgiving and christmas.. And so I’ve been crazy busy moving things! October was selective mutism awareness month.. As a selective mute myself, I was going to try to put more info out there but alas…I was so scatterbrained I didn’t get around to it.

Sorry!!

But..I was in a little bit of a poetry mood Sooooo I wanted to write a little one..

For Άλφα-

Θέλω να σας ευχαριστήσω, για να είναι τόσο καλό για μένα. Εγώ δεν πιστεύω ότι το αξίζουν. Αλλά, αυτό με κάνει να αισθάνομαι πολύ … φροντίδα.

For weeks now, you’ve been thrumming inside of my bones.
Rattling through my ribcage, like a flock of birds.
At first, I was terrified of it.
Scared to relax and just simply be me.
But you, you let your words soak through my skin like warm water.
Allowing me to unwind within your softness.
I find myself wondering how your palms might feel, sliding down my back.

It’s so beautiful when your smile lights up your face.
Just like last night, when you laughed -I never wanted you to stop.

Wild, restless, tough spirits; that’s what we are.

We’ve spent hours, days, talking about what we would do if we coexisted with dinosaurs. I will never accept your distaste for pizza, or coffee. But, I accept you, your wonderful smile, your quiet strength and your beautiful soul.

It’s still baffling to me how easily we forged this bond, but I’m thankful we did. I have learned so much from you in this short amount of time, and I have opened my mind and heart to yours.

I want to thank you, for being my support for me in the healing of the wounds I’ve tried to keep hidden from everyone who loves me. You didn’t force me to bare my scars, instead you calmly have helped me put bandages upon the cuts I have that still were gushing blood. Your delicate touches have helped to staunch the flow.

I’m starting to see how beautiful the chaos around us truly is, I never want you to put yourself on mute. I know how toxic that kind of

And I don’t know what this is between us..or what is going to happen…but I cannot wait to find out.